16/9/06

// feeling :: fine...
// prayer for :: Tmr's service

WEE TMR IS EXACTLY 4 MTHS SINCE I RE-DEDICATED MY LIFE TO JESUS CHRIST IN CHC. 17th of June ~ It was the only time I really felt Jesus reaching out to me. The only time I dared make a decision to go up in front of so many people. I'm proud of myself :)

Yeah, today I went for a study session with W271 and W229 before service. I studied Physics. Yuan He gave me the necessary help I needed. It was good. Yeah.

I learnt a lot in service today. Will talk about it another time. But when Sandy came up to read out the love letter to herself, I was so touched. As if...Sandy wasn't Sandy. It was me. Made me realise I lacked a lot of self-love and respect. And that cost me dearly. I lost my integrity, people close to me...

Jesus...Really is my sole-provider. For EVERYTHING. But the thing that He provided for me that is the most important to me, was companionship. When I needed a friend to talk to, when I needed someone's shoulder to cry on, when I needed . . . someone to bare my soul to. He's invaluable :) my all in all.

Belle and I stopped by the Attributes Bookstore to look at Bibles. We saw this Bible that is so nice. I was so tempted!! I'm contemplating whether to buy cuz its like, $60 or $70. I forgot alr..Its weird that we "she de" spend loads of cash on electronics like computers and TVs but when it comes to the Book of Life we tend to scrimp a bit and save money. Hehz. I really like that Bible. I'll buy it when I can.

Went to Airport's BK with Ken, Mike and Belle. Mike was telling us about his db life. When I heard about how lame they were inside, I laughed like crazy. It seemed fun and all, but I guess I'm only listening to the "good" side. I think Mike didnt want to tell us how miserable conditions were because he didnt want to dampen our moods or something.

Heh. I hope I get back my guitar tmr.

When I heard the song "One More Moment" by Sun Ho for the cancer patients, the first line struck me.

Don't take too long to say "I love you" to the ones you love. Its commonly generalized to only girlfriend-boyfriend or husband-wife. But..yeah. There are others, like parents..friends. It may seem mushy or wad..but yeah. Its good to say it once in awhile.

So here goes...

Mum, Dad, Gab, Danielle, Belle, Mike, Lamb, Dehua, Yisheng, Bryan, Aaron, Sis Cat, W271, W229, 5B, 5A, all my teachers ...

I love you guys !

Last but definitely NOT least,

I love You, LORD!